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Monday, August 29th, 2005
8:40 pm	Attention Please! Friends of mine, I no longer have this account. I am switching to a FRIENDS ONLY account. This is my sn GoodmoneyPPC. So if you are my frined, and you wanna read my journal, that's where I'm gonna add updates to. Peace kids. (Comment on this)
Friday, August 12th, 2005
12:37 am	Saying everyone's special really means no one is. Hey gang, it's been a tough couple of days for me. I know I haven't updated much and I'm sorry....so much to do y'know. Ashley and I are getting an apartment together, we were thinking in Dec., but now we find an apartment we both really like for an affordable rate, and really nice neighbors. It's spacious, which is good. We have lots of stuff! But here's the catch. We have to move in immediately. We can afford-ably do so. So where's the problem? My roommate. What do I tell him? "Hey dude, I'm moving out. At the end of this month, you're on your own!" That's not me. I couldn't do that. I've basically decided that if we get the place, I'm gonna be like: "The bills for this month are all paid up. You got this month, and I'll pay for next month if you don't have a roommate. You would've had plenty of time to organize something by then. Whether it be a new roommate or moving back home. Then, you're on your own. I'll pay half of the amount for breaking lease. and the deposit we lose will be considered the $50 you never paid me from when we first moved in and you borrowed. To catch up on your bills." I think that's fair. Right? I know I'm coming off as the bad guy here. But try to understand. I'll give you all the reasons why I want to move out. 1) He never pays bills on time: Now, this is big. I mean BIG! All the bills are under MY name. So who's it look bad on? Me. It affects MY credit, not his. I can understand it from time to time, but not EVERY month. He became too accustomed to that. 2) He's disrespectful to me: Twice have I walked in on him and his gf 0_^"doing stuff" ^_0 in his room. A mistake, can happen.... but not when they giggle about it the first time then ignore me and J-money are even there. Or the 2nd time when they decided to "do stuff" right as I got home from work. When they don't even care to stop out of pure courtesy, that's when I have a problem. 3) He's disrespectful to my friends. He constantly hits J to the point that we gotta get outta the apartment! I hit J a lot in High School. But at least I felt compassion or too lazy at some point. Senior year, I stood up for him a couple of times. Thomas, he keeps sliding rude little comments his way. Just cuz he's a little quieter or whatever. 4) He's disrespectful and mean to my gf: This, everyone knows, is where I draw the line. You can tease my gf, you can make fun of her a little, but DON'T disrespect her. Ashley and Erik (my roommate) have been friends for a long time, so I'm not trying to get in the way of them hanging out. But it's become apparent that Ashley is the bottom and last concern of Erik's. Tonight, he was to go bike riding w her. He texted he to tell her he decided not to go. But he was going to hangout with me and my friends cuz one lives in a haunted house. I didn't invite him. Makes me look bad...again! This isn't the first time he did this either. He's ditched everyone fro his gf! For awhile, when he and Ashley hung out weekly, he made Ashley go with him to see his gf at work. Then he'd goto Live Wire to play. Then she'd have to go home. Nice hangout session, huh? He's canceled plans with her on several occasions then, the day they're supposed to hangout, 15 minutes before hand....BAM! Cancels. He expected her to do his laundry for free, that's pay for the water, detergent, bleach, etc. All by herself. She can hardly make it on her own, let alone carrying him. He even gave her the detergent and stuff MY mom gave ME when I first moved in! Without asking! She knew it was mine, so I gave it to her anyway. My mom does my laundry. Then I bought her a gallon of bleach to do one load of clothes. If I can, he can. 5) The Cable bill: This goes back to the never paying pills on time thing. Last month's cable/internet bill was due on the 12th. Neither of us had the money. On the 18th, I was paid. The 15, that's FIFTEEN, day grace period ended on the 27th. On the 27th, I had to call MY mother, have her meet me at Adelphia so that I could barrow $30 from her to pay HIS half of the bill! So, I told him, he had til the end of the week to pay my mom back or the internet would be shut down. That's basically what he pays for. He didn't find that fair and got pissed. We didn't speak to each other for a week. Here's the thing. He makes $10/hr! Where does his money go?! I make $8.95/hr, but I still get all my bills paid on time. Why can't he? 6) Bill Delivery: Today was the first time he ever took a bill to the place to be paid. I usually have to go on my lunch break, all the way across town, and pay the bill(s). All the while, missing my chance to eat. He passes the cable company EVERYDAY on his to and from work. Why couldn't he take it? "I don't know where it is....." was his excuse. Gave him directions....and still had to take it. There's more to this. I could bitch all night. But tell me, am I in the right to leave? If so, should I give him one or two months? I can afford 2 months....but Ashley would have to carry me a little. is that fair to her? I don't think so. Help me out here, please?! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 24th, 2005
7:39 am	Goodbye blue sky! Hello! It is I, the Amazing KC. Sitting here at the aero port in Tampa, along with the 'Sysco Psycho, Thomas. Our vacation is coming to the climactic end as we await the crazy aero plane headed to Detroit..... yeah I don't understand that either.... Hopefully, in just a few hours, we'll not be in G'town. But more then likely, we will be. Which is good I guess. I get to see Ashley again, for the first time in a week. I've been dying to see her. Anyway, I gtg. Gotta find my able to fly away without magic feathers or Jefferson Aero Planes..... That's right. I got with me all that I need. P34c3! Current Mood: Able to fly away Current Music: Jefferson Aero Plane ~ Relient K (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 13th, 2005
4:52 pm	Dont waste the bullet, you might need it. Hello. Just wanted to update. 3 days til Florida! Can't wait. Went for my assessment at Precision for Toyota. That ended badly. Not to mention the terrible drive to and from. I didn't know where I was going. Then I ate at Fazoli's w Thomas. Then my Kohl's interview. I have faith that went well. They're supposed to let me know something in the next week or so. That means they might call when I'm in Florida. I want a new job! Current Mood: anxious Current Music: May the Horse Be With You ~ Reliant K (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
4:54 pm	This is what you fill out. 1. Your Name: Casey Rusher 2. Age: 20 3. Fave Color: Black/red 4. Fave Movie: Ghostbusters 5. Fave Song: Too many..... 6. Fave Band: Nofx, Vandals, Reliant K 7. Most Embarassing Moment: Where to begin.... 8. Are you a virgin? Wouldn't you like to know HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? I would like to think so. 2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me? NO! Freak. 3. Would you kiss me? What the hell's wrong w you?! 4. With tongue? Gah! 5. Would you enjoy it? Quit it! 6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I asked you out? I'd run....very quickly! 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? I'm going to start sitting with a 2 set difference from you. 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? I'd probably laugh at you. 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? Absolutely not. 11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? Unless it was really funny. 12. Do you/have you talk(ed) shit about me? Only to your face. 13. Do you think I'm a good person? Yeah...why else would J not like you? 14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? I don't like these questions. 15. Do you think I'm Hot? I'm kinda warm. It's 75 in my apartment.... 16. Would you call me just because? I guess. 17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you? I have before, I will again. 18. If you could change anything about me, would you? Nah. Well, maybe give you laser cannon for an arm. 19. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? Have before, will again. 20. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Guess so. Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
10:00 pm	A lesson learned. Well, yesterday was my birthday! Yay! The big 20!!! I'm old. My gf got me a lot of awesome stuff, though I told her not to get me anything. Here's the list: 1) Model of the Death Star 2) Figures of Anakin Skywalker, Kit Fisto, and Aayla Secura 3) The new Batman utility belt 4) Spider-man: the Venom saga DVD 5) A fuzzy colorable Spidey door hanger 6) Star Wars minatures rpg 7) Star Wars early bird special thingy We hit Lexington and just hungout! It was awesome. Today, however, is not so good.... I finished my first lightsaber (good), but Wal-Mart called and told me that they weren't giving me my raise to stay and work there. Nope. Instead I just turned down a $10/hr job because of a stupid lie. Man, that pisses me off! Assholes! I hope they all burn in hell. Wait, it gets worse. I went to CiCi's Pizza. I'm supposed to have a 2nd job there, but I just got past the schedule problems, so I wanted to make sure I still had a 2nd job. They sent me home cuz the head guy wasn't there. Told me to come back tomorrow. So I went to Lowes and bought the stuff for lightsaber #2. Drove to mom's to help her move a little. When I went to drill a hold in the end of the lightsaber, the power drill slipped off the end, and into my finger. Sucked. I now have a 1/16" hole in my left index finger. Then I nearly blacked out from lack of liquids....... Just one bad day... I kinda wanna goto sleep and not wake up for a few days/weeks/months/years/decades/millenniums....... Anyway. I'm going to go stare at the wall now. Peace kids. Current Mood: drained (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
10:25 am	My friends according to Star Wars I've placed most of my friends as characters in Star Wars. I think I did pretty well. Justin: Jabba the Hutt Thomas: Kit Fisto Matt C: Qui Gon Jin Laura : Leia David (my bro): Emporer Wes : General Grievous Sturgis: Count Dooku Erik (roommate): Darth Maul Phil: Yoda D (J's gf): Jabba's favorite dancer (which he has killed) Ashley (my gf): Padme Me: Anakin Skywalker/ Darth Vader What do you think? Pretty close to you? I thought it was... Current Mood: calm (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, May 13th, 2005
4:49 pm	The monkey swings! Hey kids. Just wanted to let you in on my current life events! Recently, my department manager just up and quit the other day, so his job is open. I think I'm going to apply for it. It'll work 7-4 Monday through Friday. Weekends off, and a raise! I'll be making almost $9 an hour! Then a 40 cent raise in June....Bwhahahahahaha! I'm going to be rolling in it! Well, I gtg, gotta get ready for the new DBZ rpg. Have fun kids. Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
8:44 pm	Reliant KC & T Hey kids, just wanted to update everyone on the craziness that Thomas and I did. We took Reliant K's "I'm Liono," and added NEW and IMPROVED lyrics! Here it is Kids the debut of Our awesome song! I'm Kakkorot Chillin' at the Roshi's. Gohan, me, and Oolong. My favorite Namek is the one who made the Dragonballs. Fighting evil, I get mad and I power up. Ask me to give up and I'd say I'd rather die!!!! DragonBall Z!(x4) I'm Kakkorot!(x4) Prince Vegeta, fuse with me. We'll become one and you will see. Over whelming pride is your flaw. I am the greatest Super Saiyan of them all! I'm Kakkorot! Current Mood: Awesome!!! Current Music: I'm Kakkort! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
9:47 am	Haha! Dangely Parts. I should really be driving to the gym to meet Thomas. But I'm not sure if he's left yet, so I haven't left yet either. We're going to hangout most of the day. Later I gotta try and finish my secret project that only Thomas and I know about....many of you might hate me after-wards, especially J, but, it must be done. Well kids, I have to go, gotta get super big. Become, like, Supa saiya Jin Keshi!!!!!!! Mwhahahahaha! (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 27th, 2005
9:03 am	I wanna be sedated! Is that how you spell sedated? I'm not good at spelling. Hmm, everything went pretty well with my gf and I, so we're still together. But I've also found the greatest song of the week! It's soooo awesome!! It's by the Vandles. It's called "My GF's Dead." Wonderfulness! Ummm, today I'm going to the gym with Thomas, cleaning my house a little and then going to pick up J and his gf, D. I love how they both have one letter names, makes things so much easier to remember. Maybe I should just cut all of my friends' names down to one letter.... Make me feel a little stupid....but whatever. I've been going to the gym with Sturgis on the days I'm not going with Thomas, but I think I'm going to try to bring them both together. We just need to work out the plan, instead of everyone wanting to do what they want. A little free weight, a little compressed air, some sports, abs classes....you know, compromise! Maybe I'm better off on the couch eatting Doritos and watcy=hin cartoons.....I don't know. But what I do know is I'm going to go clean. So you kids roxor o/\/ h4rd<or3! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: My Girlfriend's Dead (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
2:00 am	I'm about to whine again.... Hey guys. Today was pretty cool. I went to work, had fun with Chicken Sandwich (a girl at work) and Stephany. I took a picture of Chicken Sandwich, her real name is Krystal, on my phone sticking her tongue out at me and set it as my screen saver. We sat in the break room for like 5 minutes trying to see the thing kick on....sad part is that it's supposed to pop up after a minute of being idol. We kept messing with it. Then Stephany and I called her while she was working, she answered and was like "You can't call me right now! I'm working!" That was unexpected, but fun. At 2nd break, I ran into Stephany again and it was all out war! she crushed the Full Throttle can I was drinking out of, so I liked the back of her fork. Then when she went to get a new one, I bit one of her strawberries in half.....which she eventually eat without noticing it. So I think that I won that battle. Then I got to hangout with J and Thomas for a while. Thomas and I went to play tennis, I won 7 games to 5! Whoo! I got home at almost 2. I'm feeling much better, thanx to my friends. Everyone's helped me so much. I want to say thank you all for backing me up! But unfortunately, for me, once the parties over and everyone's back home, I'm stuck....sitting at home wanting to break down....trying with all my might to stay together....but it hurts. I'm not as strong as I once was. Or I don't feel like I am. God damn, things used to be simpler when I had long hair....yeah I was lonely, but I didn't have to deal with this feeling shit. Maybe that's what I need to do. Become numb to all feelings. Man, if the old me had heard this whinny shit, he would beat the Hell outta me now...Fuck me for being a wuss. J's right. I've hidden in comfort for way too long. I've sacrificed too much to go down like this. I'm 19 fucking years old man, life's just beginning! I hope so anyway. I don't deserve this! I'm not the nicest guy in the world but I know I don't deserve this! I' think I know what I gotta do! Good night kids, wish me luck tomorrow when I face this topic, HEAD ON!!! Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: I'm Liono ~ Relient K (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
10:18 pm	Fuck you, I don't want it no more! Hey, it's been a really shitty day. I mean that's the only way I can describe the Horridness of this day. It started off fine, normal wake up, normal text messege from Ashley. "I miss you!" it reads. You know, I've been dealing with this all day and quite frankly, I'm tired of this topic. SO I'll get to the point. Basically, an all day fight with my gf. I stopped talking to her, she gave me a letter that I'm going to respond to and I'm probably not going to talk to her, I mean REALLY talk her, until Saturdeay. I want everyone to have a chance to cool down and think. Then, we'll discuss things and I'll see if she wants to attempt the doubl date with D and J. I'll take it day by day from there. Well kids, i'm sorry for the let down on what could be a good day. But just wish me luck if nothing else.... by3 Current Mood: depressed (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 15th, 2005
10:03 pm	Put the Lime in the Coke, you nut... Hello! I just had the sudden urge to look at the RPGs I did in the past and put them in story form. I'm starting with the most recent DBZ (DragonBall Z) RPG I was in. Sure it was my senior year in high school. Sure it was all text based. Sure I'm missing 1/4 of the story....but it's just the beginning! I can make up the beginning! And nobody would be the wiser, except for the fact that I just said that..... Oh well, still gonna do it. It revolves, mostly, around 2 saiyans. Joe Tsunaki (me) and Kyuketsuki (my friend Jesse). It tells how they meet, how they die, how they come back to life, and destroy any enemy they come across. Finding friends and allies in people they would have never expected. Like, Potat (Thomas), a Saiyan that joins them in their never ending quest to purge their universe from the evil clutches of those who would have it ruled and destroyed. Other than that, I think I'm going to go on 2 vacations over the next year or so. One to Florida and one to Hawaii... But we'll see what happens. Wish me luck kids! Oh I forgot to give you guys my new email address. It's deathscythe420@hotmail.com! R0xor! Current Mood: artistic (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
1:33 pm	Another day, another um......Yoda. Hello everybody! I just re-created my hotmail account! I can get on msn messenger now yay! Although I have nobody to talk to... Oh well. Last night Phil spent the night and J came over. We had a huge lightsabre battle in the parking lot of my apartment complex. It was h4rd<0r3 +0 +h3 /\/\4x! I won one, Phil won one and J died a lot. Phil and I did some one on one stuff, and now I'm going to make some Lightsaber Championship belts outta the pizza box I have.....God, have I sunk so low.... Anyway, I need more people on my IMs (AIM and MSN), cuz I get bored a lot, and I need people! GAH! I'm working it out now, so that next week when J's gf comes into town, we can double date. It'll be awesome! Oh and I don't know your sn J, so give it to me! Do it! Well kids, that's all for now. Peace out. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 13th, 2005
12:24 pm	Toy Car!!!!!!! Man, I don't know where to begin. Had a horrible day at work, then went over to Ashley's for our Anniversary. 7 months! Whoo! Almost thought we weren't going to make it this long. But we'll see what happens Saturday. Umm....go see Sin City! It rox and rolls, all night....Sweet Susie... Seriously, watch it now! Do it! Can't wait for the 7th and 8th, weekend in Gatlinburg! Erik's dad is getting married and we're going. I'm also taking off May 19th and 20th. Star Wars: Revenge of the Sith! Gonna watch ALL of the Star Wars movies within those 2 days! Then I have a week's vacation at the end of the month! WHOO! I'm gonna look up info on back-packing across Europe. Thomas and I want to go so bad. We're looking for recruits to accompany us! I f you wanna go, just let us know! Well kids, I'm outty! R0xor h4rD<or3! Current Mood: awake (Comment on this)
Friday, April 1st, 2005
8:45 pm	I've moved up in the world! I got cable and cable internet today! This is fucking great! Finally, I can watch real cartoons on Saturday mornings! And Adult Swim! Kicking ass hardcore at my place! Ok, worked sucked as usual. Sucked worse since this damned "spider bite" hurts like a bitch. I had to reset the baby food modular. Pissed me off. But they were having free hamburgers and hotdogs. Needless to say, I ate quite a bit. I've been in this drawing mood as of recent, so I drew one of my many DragonBall characters today. I thought it would turn out better, but it was ok. If I remember, I'll Scan onto my deviantart page later this weekend. Had fun yesterday with J and Thomas. Damn near broke though. We (meaning Thomas and I) had to buy whole boxes of DBZ cards. $15 isn't a bad price for them! But I think I'll go. Gotta put ice on this wrist, it's l<iLLing /\/\3! Current Mood: sore (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 29th, 2005
8:32 pm	Easter is over! Easter's over, but I got a lot of cool things. I got an awesome Superman watch. IT HAS VELCRO!!! And lots of candy! We're going to have a huge Star Wars episode 3 demo at work this weekend, and I hope they let me dress like a Jedi. If they don't I'll just wear my Darth Vader helmet and kill the Obi Wan wannabe! Um, let's see.....gotta go get J in a little bit, whenever it is that he calls me. And we're going to hangout for the night then hangout with Thomas tomorrow. I need to goto the bank too and grab some MONEY! I love shopping! I miss the old days when we could all go out and shop and hit Applebee's or something. Everything changes when you move out. Not that it's a bad change. But you do miss some stuff. I wish I could see my friends more, but gas is now too expensive for me to go traveling around all the time...So I just play Xbox and watch Smallville, my roommate has all 3 seasons on dvd. I did buy Mobile Suit Gundam F91 the movie. It was ok, not the best Gundam movie out there. Well peoples, I think I'll go. I've tormented you long enough. Plus I'm hungry and I don't think the librarian would be too happy if I started to eat the books...... BY3 kids! Current Mood: hungry (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 23rd, 2005
3:35 pm	WTF! Hello! I would really like to just say hi. I haven't a lot to report, except today is going pretty well. I learned a lot today! I got Phil to work....ON TIME today! Yeah! That usually doesn't happen when he hangs out with me. So, lesson 1: Never hang out with me for the night if you wanna get to work on time the next day. Hmmmm, it's payday, so I can pay rent on time too! Lesson 2: Pay rent on time. The landlord appreciates it. On my way into Wal-Mart, I found $5 in my pocket I didn't know that I had! Lesson 3: Forget money in your pocket, later it's like a special present from you to you! I also got my laundry from mom. Lesson 4: Having others do your laundry for free is better than doing it yourself and paying for it. And I'm going comic shopping when Ashley gets off work! I can't wait! Well, I think my time is up on the computer. So I gotta go! P34c3 ls! L33+ Rl_lL3s! P.s. Final lesson: If you a stranger, follow him! Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
4:35 pm	I'm typing...B3<4l_ls3 I <4l\l!!! H3ll0 4g4in! I'm +yping 4n 3n+ry! \/\/h00! But seriously. I've been working 45 to 50 hour weeks at Wal-Mart, so I haven't been able to come over and type in a while. But I am here now, and that's the important thing! Let's see where to start..... I'm not sure what I've told you as of recent, so I'll jump back a couple of weeks. My gf and I got into a big argument, I thought we were going to call it quits. It was a stupid argument, but then isn't all arguments with loved ones in the long run. It was over how much I hangout with friends. Basically it played out like this. We were spending too much time together and I wanted to see my friends more. Because my friends are the most important thing to me. We worked through it, as of this far, and I really want to keep my friends close. After that, I attended my friend/manager's wedding. That was nice. Then it was back to putting my nose to the grind stone. I did get the Superman movie quadrilogy for my 6 month anniversary! I was like, YAY! I hung out with Thomas last night. We just talked and watched the Incredibles. It was cool. Oh, and the Ring 2, kinda sux. I'm going to go see Sin City next week, if it comes out.....can't remember. Also, on April 2nd weekend, I might be dressing up as Obi Wan or a various Jedi Knight at work. I'll let you know if it's certain! So you should come see me! Well, that's all I got kids! R0x0r h4rl><0r3! <4s3y! Current Mood: calm Current Music: Fun things to F*** ~ NoFx (Comment on this)